I've been having thoughts (feel free to ignore

) and I'm projecting wildly so take it as you will!
Rob's just been diagnosed with dyslexia, he suspects he has ADHD (doesn't appear to want to get tested from me reading between the lines). This can really open up a lot of feelings in regards to the realisation you're not "just stupid" or "a bit much" you do a lot of self reflection and you can feel almost like you're grieving for the person (specifically the child) you previously were who was constantly made to feel less than your peers. It's hard to explain, but I went through the same and so much of your life suddenly becomes clear but also you get a bit cross that it was never your fault but you were constantly labelled "the naughty one", "the disruptive one", "must try harder" etc etc.
He's possibly going through a bit of a manic phase at the moment - he reminds me a lot of myself sometimes when I listen /see him on tele. I think it's similar to when Josh was depressed/getting sober. I think in a month or so he'll look back and maybe think "oh I was a bit much back then" but in the midst of it he's probably unaware. I reckon Josh, as a good friend of his, is his safe space to unleash on. Josh appears to take it in good humour.