I actually feel devastated for Alex. To me, it doesn’t even feel annoying (it still is, very), but more so a symbol of absolute devastation in the face of his wife’s death. He’s such a young man navigating something that even very few older men can cope with. Losing a spouse is entirely unnatural for someone only just approaching 40 (whatever society says, 40 is still young nowadays - certainly in context).
When he posted about the new car, I thought how utterly lost he seems. He’s floating in a world of his own disillusionment and it’s horrid to watch. And I think because most people are decent/basically good, they do the misguided thing of enabling it. They tappy tap (sorry, couldn’t resist), they vote on the polls, they lick his arse as a form of parasocial comfort. Is it healthy? No, probably not for them or for him. Is it going to benefit him long term? Again, for sure not.
I think he would likely benefit from therapy or grief counselling, because I believe an honest therapist would let him know the truth: that his perceived obligation to Nicky, as well as his need to stay attached to everything Nicky represents, is only prolonging the grief process and stopping him from moving on. Poor guy.
I went through profound grief in 2018 and I was a mess. I did some bizarre things that made me question my sanity. Grief does that. That’s why a good counsellor is so important. He needs to know that moving on is not forgetting Nicky or allowing her impact to dwindle. She will always be the most impactful figure in his life: she was his wife! It’s normal to fall to bits when you lose someone that close to you. It’s abnormal NOT to.
But this isn’t healthy. It’s just grinding salt into an already open wound.