So she’s telling me she spent all night in bed thinking about a
bleeping organiser which she DEFINITELY DOES NOT NEED.
I’ll tell you what I go to bed thinking about..
What’s for tea tomorrow? And what about the next day? And the next day?
I wonder how many times my baby will wake me up in the night?
How will I function on little sleep and my husband at work ALLLLLLLLL day?
That washings been in that bag for 3 days now, will tomorrow be the day I actually wash it?
Where will I get that £500 I need to fix the windscreen on the car so it passes it’s MOT?
Then because I genuinely DO suffer with anxiety my brain throws in a couple ‘what ifs’ you know the ones.. it’ll never happen but your brain thinks it definitely will. For example ‘What if we went to the sea and the tide took away my baby?’ Or more recently ‘Imagine if you took the car to get crushed and left the baby in his car seat and you couldn’t stop the machine in time’
She makes a joke out of people with anxiety, an absolute joke. I couldn’t leave my house close to two years when I had it bad (I don’t want anybody to feel sorry for me I’m doing great now) I had to give up my job because I couldn’t walk through the building doors. I now can’t sit in a cafe on my own because the last time I did I had to hold back a panic attack. I struggle to pay for things myself, I can’t call people up on the phone (or I do but it takes me over an hour to build up the courage).
So forgive me Sophie for calling absolute bollocks on your apparent anxiety.
This is legit just me ranting, I haven’t posted in a few days and I just saw that organiser story and thought what a sad sad way to live. She’s a mother to a gorgeous baby. For god sake take him to the seaside, take him to a sensory class, take him to soft play, the zoo, or even just shopping. Nah, you’re right probs best you throw him in that jumperoo again (which I suspect he’s now actually getting too heavy for as there’s a weight limit of about 25lbs). It’s okay though guyzzzzzz she tells Instagram that she loves him every day so I guess it must be true, right? Argh rant over
and breatheeeeee.