My thoughts and opinions. I do believe she struggles with even the basics
I think she cannot really remember who said what or when, she’s not as organised in any other areas of her life, which is why she needs lists and Jamie home all day and her mum round, she is also very distracted by what other people might think of her and how things look. So a lot of her anxiety is tied to her image. She now probably spends so much time sanitising her posts she is completely fake.
I am not even sure she realises things are lies because she has a hard time keeping track of anything. Always moving erratically onto the next thing and then she just says what she thinks happened and often it doesn’t tie up.
I had PND and a lot of what happened to her is similar to me but I think she is also child like and has a low IQ and got sucked into everyone else’s perfect IG, and couldn’t work out or face how she would even talk about or explain PND with her followers -hence the constant inspirational quotes which are bland and generic ‘you got this’. I’ve said all along, Sophie does not like to think about the real world and real struggles of others they don’t make her feel good and they frighten her. This is why she comes across as fake. She is scared of everything and can’t face dealing with them, so she has created a grey sparkly fantasy land to live in with millions of followers. They all enable her to live in the fantasy but where I have an issue is that barely any of them could ever really achieve what she has and she doesn’t care about them individually but just what they do to bolster her spirits. It’s like having 4 million little cheerleaders. She never gives back to them, she never does anything charitable (can’t face it)
personally I was sucked into her fantasy for a while and it damaged me. I am a single mum with a full time job so I can’t emulate her lifestyle and I felt inferior. It is so annoying she keeps saying that we should get careers - I’ve worked really hard for mine, what else more can I do for it? Work all day Sunday as well? Write some bloody lists? It’s ok to be cleaning and hoarding chemicals though? Who put you in charge of what other people can choose to do in their spare time? Just because you love cleaning doesn’t mean it’s going to be good for everyone