i have anxiety and i mean anxiety and ptsd from losing my mum at the age of 7, i have extreme health phobia i am on medication and have been since the age of 17 i am 37, my anxiety comes in waves i can have months and months of normality and something can trigger it and when its bad its bad to the point, i physically shake all day, i cannot sleep, eat or hardly move, my body is tense my teeth hurt through clenching them, i am filled with complete dread and no amount of hinching could help me when i am in this state, nothing apart from time gets me through these stages, i dont cry, and all of it is done without telling a soul not my family or friends as i know there is nothing talking can do for me, i just have to get though it myself, she doesn't have anxiety if she did there would be no videos she may feel nervous, butterfly feeling are not anxiety, anxiety is a feeling of utter dread which i wouldn't wish on her or anyone for that matter.