Having one of those days where I’m letting her life get to me. She’s swanning around making these videos of Ronnie’s lunches and presenting them neatly on a cute plate, organising her fecking loose wires and cleaning already clean stuff. Meanwhile my 8 month old is going through a serious clingy stage (the only reason he’s not attached to me now is because he’s giving me a sweet two minutes in his jumperoo) so I’m lucky if I get time to throw him a sandwich together for his lunch and I can’t even think of cleaning the house.
She’s false and a liar yet has such a cushy little life, with all the help in the world and nice things thrown at her on a daily basis. Argh.
BUT then I think to myself that she’s also clearly got many issues/insecurities and isn’t happy deep down so I’m glad to be me and at least I have a clear conscience in life.
aww don’t be so hard on yourself! Raising babies is hard work! And mine went through a clingy stage too, most of them do at some point, even if that means you let little one cry for 10 mins in their cot so they are safe obviously and you go make a cuppa and just sit for a few mins to get yourself together, I don’t think the cry it out method is great and I’d never leave my baby to cry hours on end but for 10 mins just so I could sit, have a sip of my cuppa and get myself together, I’m a single mum and went through pregnancy on my own too as (the dad) buggered off by 11 weeks never to be heard from again (he’s a wanker anyway) so I have to support my little one financially on my own too and I do have supportive parents and family/friends but there’s always times where it’s harder than others and times you just cry because the baby won’t shut the hell up or won’t leave you alone for 5 mins to have a poo
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or just wants to be attached to you 24/7, I know people say this and sometimes it’s hard to believe but it will get better! Forget the cleaning and housework that can be saved for another time it isn’t going anywhere, just enjoy your time with littlen and enjoy the few mins peace when he’s in the jumperoo
ignore hinch she’s a stupid
witch who doesn’t know a hard days work in her life and a spoilt
bleep, you are a real mother that feels exhausted, tired etc she portrays a fake lifestyle of a parent and she’s a crap parent, your doing a fab job!
(sorry if I rambled on and mentioned my own life as this post is ment for you not me rambling on about me
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f602.png)
but just wanted to say that your not alone and every parent feels the same) xx