When she talks about Savoy gate I am starting to think she is actually talking about Nicky. The whole being so scared and now she has nothing to be scared of and nothing changes after they happen except the things you want to change. Very much sounds like she is gloating she got away with it.
The intrinsic heart of that is literally just how you think about the situation - Google translate has no words
Nothing hurts you, when nothing can hurt you. Even the charlatan Jacqueline will tell you that it is not healthy to not feel feelings.
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Apparently lots of people CHOOSE to consume and to live knowing that there is so much horrible stuff going on in the world. As far as I am aware it isn't a choice to live knowing horrible things happen in the world.
Lydia thinks watching horror films desensitises you to humans and life. As if people who watch horror films don't get upset when horrible things happen in real life. People can distinguish the difference between fact and fiction Lydia.