That's the thing that people like LL will never understand or care about. Her victims go far and beyond. You've got all those poor families and babies, the surviving ones that may have to deal with their own trauma or survivors guilt, people potentially knowing who the babies are and that being their life forever more.
The families that will always wonder if they may have had LL caring for their babies. The nurses, doctors and professionals that will question if they did enough. Her parents for wondering what went wrong or what could have been different. Her friends who stood by her unknowing of her actions.
The police that have had to investigate this for years and will have seen and heard things no one should have to. The courts. The lawyers. The jury who've had to listen and process with their heads, while silencing their hearts but remembering they are still human.
The people not involved but have been triggered by this case. Those with babies in neonatal or any hospital care, wondering if they are truly safe. The prison, court and health care workers that have to do their job while questioning how there can be someone so cruel in their midst. The public that can't comprehend how someone could do this, and hug their kids just that bit tighter every night.
This case has hit us all hard and it must be beyond frustrating for those involved to see that LL has only ever shed tears for herself, not all of the people affected by this. Her continuing to behave in a way that shows she only cares for herself is not surprising, but just as sickening.