Got my first bit of "good" news!! Looks like my CT scans were clear so it hasn't spread like I had feared 🩷 honestly I was so ecstatic with that that all the bad tit they were telling me was going to happen didn't phase me in the slightest. I have to do all this tit in order to be well and healthy long term so I just wanna get started and I will be, next week 🩷🩷
That is bloody fantastic news, it's contained. It must have been haunting you love wondering if and where the fucker was spreading. You found it so fast and I think that should be a lesson for us all and something to pass on to our daughters and friends. Check your titties!
There's no point in pretending that the chemo will be pleasant but as you say its got to be done. Just take a day at a time lovey and you'll get through.
How many weeks will it take? It's a
crappy time of year to have chemo. I've wrote that and was going to delete it because it's a stupid fecking thing to say, every time of year is
crappy were chemo is concerned but I mean with all the festivities and stuff. You will miss out on some things I'm sure...but how bloody special will next year be? It will be magical.
So you start Monday? 🩷