Ive been an auntie since I was 12, and have godchildren etc. I thought I knew what to expect. I didnt expect a traumatic labour though and the repurcussions of that. Wording does matter though, I agree. It was after I struggled that my friends opened up about them struggling, but they never said anything at the time - thats sad.
Just to clarify - the first few weeks of having a baby isnt a dirty little secret. The truth of the lows and the highs though- it doesnt get shared openly enough (despite what insta tells us). The true reality of how lonely it may be, the extent of recovery periods, the issues of feeding and colic and how exhausting that can feel etc. It was very much a shut up and get on with it vibe for me, and thats so unhealthy.
You cant be prepared without knowing the good and bad. I had forceps and in our antenatal class, it was mentioned in passing. 4 of the women from that class ended up with forceps, and werent told anything of substance about it.
Thank you so much for this. I'm so sorry you had such a rough time of it but I absolutely 100% relate to everything you've said (except the traumatic labour, my so called emergency C section was actually pretty chilled but the colic and feeding issues etc I had and my first few weeks with my daughter in all honesty were pretty hellish.
I think something a few posters on here don't seem to be willing to acknowledge is that some babies are just harder than others and as adorable as Noa is, she's ticked a lot of boxes for making life more difficult. Feeling issues, reflux, possible colic, even a hospital stay at one point. Not all new babies are like that. My best mate had a rough time with her first one, she developed mastitis, the baby had an upset tummy which for ages they thought might result from lactose intolerance and would only graze rather than feeding properly, she didn't nap properly....etc. Her second was, in her words, a nice happy go lucky chilled baby who made her realise she didn't do anything wrong first time around, her first was just a difficult baby. I was extremely lucky to have been told by her about what life was like because that did at least make me a bit more prepared for the shit storm that awaited me at first but it still was a huge shock to the system (and yes, I'd done antenatal classes and not just buried my head in the sand!)
I know of people whose babies slept through from 8 weeks. Some babies are easier than others! All power to those parents and good luck to them but weve got to stop this culture of shaming parents who admit that they are finding it unexpectedly rough and feeling like theyve ruined their lives, it just makes it harder for other new parents to admit they're struggling and need help.