While the topic of drugs has been mentioned… The thing about seroquel and any other combo of antidepressant taken to supplement it, is that it takes the edge off your moods if you have BPD. I was bumped up to 800mg of seroquel at one point and it zombified me. It’s not like taking lithium for bipolar or Risperidone etc for Schizophrenia / bipolar. I don’t think Amber has ever had the adequate therapy (DBT) that’s why she’s still the way she is. The drugs will numb and temporarily mask what’s bubbling underneath the surface. I wonder if she will ever get the correct therapy for her PD’s, or if she’s too stuck in her ways. I hope she will engage with therapy and get out of this ridiculous victim mindset. Bad things happen, you can either let them define you or you can use them to propel you onto better things, and perhaps even to help those who are suffering too. I don’t doubt she’s the product of abuse, but it wasn’t Johnny that caused it. It’s blatant childhood trauma