I just think Holly really isn’t okay with being inside her own head, she even said something along those lines herself.Oh what I would give to hear her say she watched tv for an hour with her family
She goes of runs for like an hour every day; I find runs to be very meditative (probably because my headphones broke and I haven't replaced them in over a year) they're a great chance to think things over or completely clear your mind. If she wasn't trying to be #productive every waking hour of her life maybe she'd realise having 15 minutes to herself is very achievable and not something you need to track
she’s always ‘busy’ because she doesn’t seem to have the mental capacity to actually think through and process her feelings. She blocks it all out. It’s also definitely a control thing, and like I’ve said before, just not normal. The girl needs help. If you can’t even have 15 minutes of ‘time to yourself’ a day to sit with your thoughts then something is seriously wrong.
Mmmmm I think she tries to maintain this ‘workaholic’ attitude because it’s basically her brand and her entire personality. Without the work aspect of her channel, there probably wouldn’t be content worth keeping up with.Is Holly actually a workaholic or just doing it for attention?