Video Summary: New Normal, Upload Anxiety, Masks | August Feelings & Favs
The lighting is noticeably darker in this video - perhaps a filter put on to hide the hair disaster?
16 seconds in and she throws her slipper and slurs/rambles words.
Feelings:
Explains the ‘hair accident’ and says she’s going to try and wash it out “when she can be bothered to” it put her in a bad mood but people have been saying to her that it looks “fine” and looks “lovely” (
)
She says washing her hair is such a
bleeping chore and she HATES doing it
(so that’s why it looks manky sometimes )
Talks about the Norfolk Coastline walk - how they social distanced
(they did not) she was knackered blah blah blah
(no one cares) Stutters over saying that they put their own sign up at the end of it and they made it to look like it was ‘supposed’ to be there
(prob cos you’re not actually allowed to do that tit on public signs )
Says that she wasn’t rushing to go back to the pub when restrictions lifted
(absolute load of tit ball lies there Quirkerz)
she pulls a face and says “I wasn’t up for that”
but at least they could go out to eat (of course) and ended up going on some date nights.
And “without sounding laaaame” it marked her and Phil’s 6 month anniversary.Talked about how the lockdown put everything on hold but fast forwarded everything in their relationship at the same time (because she’s weak and can never be on her own so needed to move him in 2 months after casually dating)
Says she felt all giddy and excited when they got to go out on dates again (sure that wasn’t you just being giddy for the food Hels?)
Then goes on to talk ecstatically about the food and restaurants.
“July was pretty rad, it was cool”
Talks about going away on her secret trip but says she’s decided to keep it a secret so we’ll prob never know.
Talks about going to Scotland and how it was a “great great great great holiday, especially pandemic holiday” even though there was lots of things they couldn’t do and missed out on because of corona but “fair enuff”. It was a great thing for her and Phil to do together and then she shudders and goes “ahhh my heart” (wtf)
She might grace us with a dedicated video about it because she had sooooo many questions about it (sure you did)
Work is back to normal now, she’s got some brand deals come through and buzzing because there’s some “big brands” she’s working with (great more #ad
tit coming soon) says her new management are “absolutely slaying it at the moment”
She’s happy in her personal life its pretty awesome and has no complaints except the fact she’s got upload anxiety because she has a “fear of upsetting people” and “not being able to deal with the criticism” and “slipping up and saying something wrong or wording something wrong and dealing with the backlash” (That would be about the being extroverted is worse than social anxiety comparison she made in her what not not say to an extrovert video)
keeps saying it’s 2020 (like we need a reminder) and that people have become more “woke” but she doesn’t want to use that word and says that there’s an element of cancel culture and calling people out (great going back to this bullshit again, no one is getting
bleeping cancelled in this so-called cancel culture, idiot).
Acknowledges that people are “being held accountable for the things that they’ve done, things that they do, bad
tit” but has a fear in her mind that she has done something wrong too (....so like being held accountable then Helen, yeah?) and then slips out the word “abuse”
And now has a fear of multiple people telling her the same thing about something that she’s done wrong. Feels for people who have been called out for big
duck ups because of the onslaught and hammering
Finds it hard to digest that people disagree with her on certain things.
Repeats about people being upset if she’s done something wrong, worded something wrong, taken something out of context etc and if 20 people give the criticising comment a thumbs up - to her that’s 20 people saying the same thing and then she shudders (this is all because upset people about her refusal to wear masks and then being upset when she directly asked for a comparison on a personality trait being worse than a mental health condition and then in the comments tried to deny making a comparison - but instead of taking accountability and re editing the video she left it in and now feels attacked)
“People say well don’t put yourself online if you can’t deal with that side of things” well she feels it’s only gotten a lot more intense and worse in recent days/times (which is a lie, she’s always complained when people complained or gave her any kind of criticism and said many times that she’s never been able to take it well)
Says she posts but will wake up in the middle of the night to check the comments (sounds like she needs to take a break youtube / social media if it’s that bad!)
Basically goes on to say that what she says is pretty harmless and people take things the wrong way and it’s a matter of different opinions then there’s no need to worry about their offence (seriously.....)
Says if she ever says anything offensive or wrong then “fair enough, call me out, hold me accountable” (THAT’S WHAT PEOPLE ARE
bleeping DOING ALREADY BUT YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT!) “But if it’s a difference of opinion and we’re not inline or in tune then it’s not the be all and end all” (Jesus...)
So in summary she wants loads of “aww poor Helen, must be so tough” comments and lots of agreeing arseholes all because she can’t hack her job online anymore and can’t keep her uneducated mouth shut and can’t stop throwing parties for her mates during the pandemic or wear a mask during the pandemic. But
of course that’s all just a difference of opinion and she shouldn’t be held accountable for any of it.
eyes roll back hard here.
Favs:
expensive sheets from John Lewis - talks about redecorating the bedroom to something dark (she’s feeling emo with her hair atm)
Mask - “who’d have thought we’d be talking about fav face coverings in 2020”..... you put one in your last favs Helen and NEVER
bleeping WORE IT.
Says how much she HATES wearing masks so much cos they make her drowsy and when she talks sometimes they pop off (you obvs don’t have decent quality ones then Helen)
when she sees people in Sainsbury’s not wearing a mask it makes her angry (so she can now related to how people were angry with her when she refused to wear her multiple gifted masks... and more so when you kept making bullshit excuses for it every time you went out.... or do we go back to the difference of opinion or cancel culture debate... I’m confused)
Got a bag from ASOS cos it reminds of the Prada bag she wants to get (or whatever she dribbled out her mouth, ffs enunciate, woman)
Goes on to say that she’s working with ASOS and it’s a dream come true “some of you may not agree with it but whatevz” she doesn’t know if she’s a partnership or an ambassador (
) but get ready to see a
tit more #ad content from her soon
Dr paw paw lip tint blah blah blah “I wasn’t really wearing too much make up when I was away, no point really” (ok, ya clown)
Hand sanitizer spray “we’re being drowned and swamped in hand sanitizer” (why does she sound so bitter about being clean? Ohhh she hates washing her hands after the toilet right. Ya grub)
Free mug from truffle shuffle blah blah blah
said she watched the labyrinth and had
a bottle of Prosecco to CELEBRATE HER COMING HOME FROM A HOLIDAY (ya alcoholic) Got drunk and tripped out on how weird the film is when you’re under the influence.
Converse (predictable) apparently these chunky trainers are “hiking” ones
Free body shop smelly
tit - explains how bubble baths work.
Then talks about her fav chocolates (Phil bought her chocolates because she was upset about her hair) she demolished most of them in the car and then had some for breakfast (actual child)
Lastly she loves her creaky fan “I don’t need it to oscillate because it’s so wide... th...th...the actual... bloweyness” “it’s mega”
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(Jeeze that was loooong. Sorry for any typos etc I can’t be arsed to go through it all after becoming brain dead by that waffle I just listened to
)