So were you thinking of harming yourself?
M - Yes this was very clear and very scary. I didn't know who to turn to. I reached out to one of my husband's Moms best friends. Dianas best friend. I was asking to check myself into a hospital but you couldn't just go. My passport, keys, driving license were turned over to the BP, Iwas trapped.
O - You were on the verge of suicide
M - That would be the truth. We had to go to an official event at the Royal Albert Hall (pregnant in blue sequinned gown) and I looked happy but I saw the truth of that moment. I had just had a conversation with Harry that morning where I said I didn't want to be alive any more. I had to go to that event. Harry said I don't think you should go, but I said I thought I couldn't be left on my own. You can see how tightly he is gripping my hand, and I was weeping every time the lights went down, but we had to smile when the lights went on. (Megz is squeezing out a tear here)
O - You know Harry and I are working on this mental health series for Apple, no one should have to go through that