You will be fine TimeMachine, don't fret. X. It's so hot, and there's such uncertainty and threatening stuff all around, but you're not alone with your fears and we can all group together here for support. I get worried and angry, and protective of our Queen and her family but believe that we'll pull through and that Smeg and Hazza will be defeated. It's been a long and bloody fight though hasn't it, and it's not over yet. This thread's been a Godsend to me too, so a hug to you, and hold firm.
Interesting about the bluebottle. He knew more than we did at the time as they are always drawn to decay. The symbolism of the bluebottle crawling on her virginal white veil is exquisite. I live in a hot country, and you can always tell if someone's not had a bath because the flies are around them. Guaranteed, no joke.
Interesting too the comments from fans when Minge ignored the bluebottle. She was being queenly and controlled, and it didn't occur to them that the fly smelt something bad and was after it.
Give that Bluebottle a Knighthood!