I feel more sorry for him than I do myself tbh, he told me he knows he will never be me and that the jealousy eats at him daily.
The day I left I was begging him to get help and he told me "no fuck off it's you that needs to change not me" so I stood up and said "OK, ill change something" and I walked out and never went back.
He's seen me once in person since, my nieces mum and I were in costa sat in the window and I looked better than I ever had, I'd my hair done silver white (daenarys targaryen white) with waist length extensions done by an award winning stylist, and I'd gotten really lucky on ebay and picked up an expensive coat for like 30 quid in new condition
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f602.png)
He was fucking LIVID me and nieces mum just sat there laughing, he kept shaking his head looking fuming
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f602.png)
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f602.png)
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f602.png)
Anyone can ask me anything they want BTW I don't mind answering anything at all, just takes me a few days to get round to catching up here sometimes.