Erims giving me hardcore escort vibes lol with that $500/hr comment just feeds my suspicion! She went to Dubai but stayed in HOTEL rooms majority of the time, very rarely are there pics of her out and about exploring Dubai (probably didn’t have the money and the men only paid for the bedroom action)
I hope for her sake she hasn't resorted to this. The things some of these - often - young women are made to do and are willing to do for money, handbags, shoes or photos in a jet are beyond demeaning; they are traumatising. I learned of this all a couple of weeks ago (I'm starting to think that I live under a rock these days...) and it disturbed/distressed me.
In the words of the late but great Joan Didion: "To live without self-respect is to lie awake some night, beyond the reach of warm milk, phenobarbital, and the sleeping hand on the coverlet, counting up the sins of commission and omission, the trusts betrayed, the promises subtly broken, the gifts irrevocably wasted through sloth or cowardice or carelessness. However long we postpone it, we eventually lie down alone in that notoriously un-comfortable bed, the one we make ourselves. Whether or not we sleep in it depends, of course, on whether or not we respect ourselves."
(this is the full essay if anyone wants to read it; it's an iconic piece of writing that's very inspiring
https://www.vogue.com/article/joan-didion-self-respect-essay-1961)
