I lost my mum 4 years ago and I still struggle so much.
I can go through periods of time where I am ok for a few weeks then it’s like a fresh wave of grief hits me and I can’t think about her without crying. Like someone mentioned before though I can’t bring myself to talk about this with my husband. I will lie in bed at night silently crying because I don’t know or have the words to tell him how I feel. I don’t feel as though I can even tell my dad as although he has lost his wife it isn’t the same as a mum.
I find myself getting angry and jealous when I see my friends do stuff with their mums knowing I will never ever get that back.
when I’m in an ok place I can talk all day about her and laugh so much about memories but other times hearing just her name makes me emotional. I suppose I just get so overwhelmed in my own feelings.
I can go through periods of time where I am ok for a few weeks then it’s like a fresh wave of grief hits me and I can’t think about her without crying. Like someone mentioned before though I can’t bring myself to talk about this with my husband. I will lie in bed at night silently crying because I don’t know or have the words to tell him how I feel. I don’t feel as though I can even tell my dad as although he has lost his wife it isn’t the same as a mum.
I find myself getting angry and jealous when I see my friends do stuff with their mums knowing I will never ever get that back.
when I’m in an ok place I can talk all day about her and laugh so much about memories but other times hearing just her name makes me emotional. I suppose I just get so overwhelmed in my own feelings.