Thanks for the replies, especially
@Clickbait. Iāve never looked at myself as having good qualities to offer but actually I do, we all really do!
I spent a few days being upset, mainly angry at myself for getting blocked by another man after I tried to call (I have an internal issue with this Iām trying to work mainly taking everything personally and bouncing back after rejection, but thereās just been too many recently. I dated someone a while ago who would do this when he didnāt want to speak to me, but heād also give me a few curse words before blocking me).
My Mother dragged me out of my crying mess and around London with her yesterday and that was a nice day.
Text Update: I got a text from the guy who I was supposed to go on a date with yesterday. I debated replying and wasnāt going to but I stupidly did
To which he never opened. I should have checked on here instead of embarrassing myself again. Iāve never had someone tell me itās not going to work /hard based on a drive between us before even meeting me, I do feel like thereās probably more too it but he doesnāt want to meet me so thatās it. I know it shouldnāt be rare that someone (like the 37 year old
) would drive to where I live to see me or the other way around but no one seems to want to. I donāt usually ask guys to meet me where I live, he just wanted to explore what I am near.
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I am going to sit and write my list but also some goals for the new month /my 29th birthday goals this afternoon. And for the sake of not having another birthday breakdown including being single I will be avoiding apps and men next month.
@ATV2021 please share this November challenge again x
@PiesAndLattes sorry to hear heās moving away that always sucks. I totally feel you about the potential / what the future could have been like. I think thatās always the hardest part. Sending