Today is my 40th birthday, I definitely did not plan on spending it alone, but family and friends have been so thoughtful that I have been having presents delivered all week
To make it extra tough, my Dad is currently in hospital with covid 19. He deteriorated last night and is now in intensive care on a ventilator under sedation. I was dreading waking up to the unimaginable but thankfully he is currently stable. Hoping for positive news for the best birthday present.
Never felt so alone as when I got the news last night, just want to give my mum and sister a big hug and be able to see him