Me!Am I the only one struggling to reintegrate back into society? Nobody around me is taking it seriously. We went to a park and literally nobody cared so we won’t be going to that particular park again. I know they’re kids but it was bad there. My friend has invited me and another friend to her home (not the garden as work is being done there) and I’m just not comfortable with that (not even sure if that’s allowed) I’ve voiced my concerns and she’s respectful of them. I’ve been to a cafe and sat outside. They serve you outside and I felt ok doing that. And we’ve been to local woodlands and quiet parks etc. I’m the first one to say we have to live with this virus and do our best but I’m struggling with that. I have a four month old so that plays a part in it. I’m so glad I’m on maternity leave and not at my teaching job yet as I think that’ll leave me terrified too. As hard as lockdown was with the children at home I think I’ve enjoyed keeping us cocooned and now it’s starting to hit me more.
I‘ve not changed my routine much since lockdown was lifted.
I still get my grocery shopping delivered.
I still only go out to a shop/pharmacy once a month to collect prescriptions.
I still drop off my mother in laws shopping on her doorstep.
The only thing I’ve changed is that, instead of dropping off my dad‘s shopping and leave, I will now spend about 30 minutes with him, twice a week. I only started that last week and we are still on opposite sides of the room, at least 2m apart even though I know I could get closer.
I have no interest in going out anymore. Tbh I don’t have much interest in anything these days.