thank you all for your birthday wishes. you truly are a very kind bunch who warm my heart.
i can't love heart posts right now as my chromebook is being hopeless but i shall later.
i had the worse sleep ever last night... i could not stop thinking about my ex. i knew it was going to be hard today but i didn't know how hard. i've had a massive ibs flare up due to the stress and anxiety. why does him whether he will say happy birthday matter so much to me?
my 8 year old brother bought me a card out of his pocket money and what he wrote inside it made me cry like a blubbering baby this morning. he said he's loved me more each day since he's known me and he's happy i've reached the age of 25. such a precious and pure soul.
i share my birthday with my little sister who has turned 10 today so i have promised her i will bake brownies and cupcakes for her to decorate later so i have a reason to not be miserable all day.
i have a blood test in the afternoon and then i'm seeing a friend for some lunch.
@Libbylulu thinking of you and sending you lots of love.
p.s. i know how to use capital letters but i cba to press shift every time on my chromebook. definition of lazy over here this morning.
love to you all! x