Itās really nice to see that there are so many like minded people on this thread. I always imagined whilst growing up that Iād do the marriage and kids thing, but since getting into my 30ās (Iām now 35) I realise I donāt want that at all. My partner who lives with me has a 5 year old girl from his previous relationship. He sees her twice a week, one of those is usually with her at our house and recently sheās started to sleep over every other weekend. Is it terrible that I struggle with this?! I mean I knew getting involved with him that she was part of the deal but I just struggle with the noise, the constantly being hyper, the mess around the house and that he lets her do whatever she wants when she wants. Sheās actually a nice kid overall but I canāt wait for her to get older and be less needy and noisy. If anything, she has reinforced that I definitely want to continue my child free life and the doing what I want when I want. I also had a difficult upbringing and my mum wasnāt the most maternal person, I feel Iād be a terrible mother anyway as my patience for any of the above is pretty much zero. I just want to get a dog and have a quiet, selfish life. I also really donāt understand others desire to just constantly breed more and more kids, donāt people have hobbies or interests to focus their attention on. Or is it that they just lack in some emotional area which makes them want what they think is unconditional love from children to somehow fix that?!