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Wow, I knew she had lip filler as her lips are massive and knew the PEDs would have made her face more masculine and they have really fucked with her voice but wow what a difference.
Wow she looks very pretty there -she has obviously always been in great shape but she is very manly now, at least there she appeared normal :/
it’s not just the PEDs it’s also all of the fillers and Botox. Lol she used to say her lips shrunk and she’s getting lip filler to get them how they used to look like lol not sure that’s true
Also lol that she seems to think she looks younger than she is, she's delusional she easily looks 45
and a lot of the time it's hard to go back to normality after consistently working so hard at body building. I hope she doesn't end up that way but who knows
I know this sounds dumb but I wish shed stop the reaction videos, they're too long she pauses every second word to nitpick, if she listened to a whole sentence she'd realise they're saying exactly what she interrupts with, her dogs and cat take up most of her attention it's just boring. I don't know what it is, I used to enjoy her content but not for the past year or two. You can tell she doesn't want to do them either. And I think her lack of understanding of what causes others to be the way they are is so evident in the way she picks these people apart. Some of the people she reacts to aren't good people I'll admit but I don't get why she basically makes the same videos over and over saying the exact same thing. Sorry rant over
I completely agree. I clicked on her April reaction then wondered why i'd bothered.
Hi Everyone - I'm new to the thread!
Came to her channel via Tammy Lemon. I'm another one who watched for several months thinking she was trans - the PEDs have really buggered up her voice!
I think she's in no position to criticise other people's eating and excersing given that she is so extreme herself. In one video she's sipping on a birthday cake flavoured energy drink while criticising other people's unhealthy habits. She's admitted that her lifestyle has caused her periods to stop, she's lost the fluid in her joints and the fat pad under her feet. She tried to make out that shaving her beard twice a week is normal for a woman.
I've also noticed that she seems quite out of breath a lot of the time just talking or getting up to pet the dog. Quite concerning.
Came to her channel via Tammy Lemon. I'm another one who watched for several months thinking she was trans - the PEDs have really buggered up her voice!
I think she's in no position to criticise other people's eating and excersing given that she is so extreme herself. In one video she's sipping on a birthday cake flavoured energy drink while criticising other people's unhealthy habits. She's admitted that her lifestyle has caused her periods to stop, she's lost the fluid in her joints and the fat pad under her feet. She tried to make out that shaving her beard twice a week is normal for a woman.
I've also noticed that she seems quite out of breath a lot of the time just talking or getting up to pet the dog. Quite concerning.
Yes her breathlessness is scary, I worry for her, she seems to go further each time, doing more damage each show she trains for. I agree it's an equally unhealthy lifestyle and she shouldn't comment on others for this reason. I really used to like her, I wouldn't say I dislike her it's more I've just lost interest
She says her dog behaved aggressively towards another dog to the extent that the neighbour thought it should wear a muzzle. I wonder if they haven't been socialised enough? Maybe she doesnt take them out as much as she claims which would also explain why they are overweight.
as I said before I’m a Bulgarian living abroad but I still go back to bulgaria and have lots of friends there.. she always spreads misinformation about the social life there, culture, even laws.
Dogs being aggressive is a problem there it happens often, you would often hear dogs attacking children and that’s why the government has placed restrictions on dogs over 5-7kgs(can’t remember 5or 7)they should be muzzled and on a leash in all public places.. including parks outside of the fenced areas designed for dogs.. so the man was right and technically she can be fined.
Dogs being aggressive is a problem there it happens often, you would often hear dogs attacking children and that’s why the government has placed restrictions on dogs over 5-7kgs(can’t remember 5or 7)they should be muzzled and on a leash in all public places.. including parks outside of the fenced areas designed for dogs.. so the man was right and technically she can be fined.
Hey Tattlers. I've just come across this thread and have many thoughts.
I've been a subscriber to Ilonas channel for years. From when she was living in London with her ex, who wasn't even her husband at that point.
I really liked her, and she was the first gym chick I followed. I'm now a gym chick myself and have fallen in love with powerlifting and probably have Ilona to thank for that.
I've always noticed something a bit off about her, not enough to stop me from enjoying her content, but she was always a bit right wing for me, a bit "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" when it comes to money and life, etc. I realised she had an addiction during lockdown. She got REALLY pissy when she didn't have the right gym equipment and even moved to Bulgaria because she couldn't handle the UK lockdowns keeping her away from the gym. She also had a god complex, thinking that being in shape meant she was impervious to covid. (As I mentioned I'm also a gym girl, and I was hospitalised with covid last month. Muscles won't save you, it's just genetics).
The other thing is she has a lot of internalised misogyny that she needs to work through. I think this ties into her extreme physique. She started out as a bikini model (and won medals and looked great!) but then I think her addiction to getting big and body dysmorphia took over. She just kept training, it seemed like with no competition goal in mind. Bodybuilders are always dialled into their chosen categories and will train some muscle groups really hard, but go light on others to make sure they fit their criteria. I'm not sure what the plan was after getting too big for bikini, because she wasn't a good fit for wellness at all, and she apparently didn't want to get any bigger, even though that was the only option left if she wanted to compete. She's now got herself stuck where she was using more gear and gaining more muscle than I believe she actually wanted to. It's a shame because this didn't need to happen. She could've stopped growing and stayed competitive in a different category.
Now I think she's in a state of cognitive dissonance where she needs to constantly justify her physique and continued use of steroids to herself. She said she's asked her male friends if she looks "too masculine" and they said no, you look athletic. Which is a lie. I won't use the word masculine because muscles don't have a gender, but she 100% looks like a bodybuilder who has used steroids for many years, clearly beyond what is naturally achievable. It's concerning that she can't see that for herself.
Don't even get me started on the men
Hopefully she's learned some lessons there, and I'm glad she broke up with them at least.
I've been a subscriber to Ilonas channel for years. From when she was living in London with her ex, who wasn't even her husband at that point.
I really liked her, and she was the first gym chick I followed. I'm now a gym chick myself and have fallen in love with powerlifting and probably have Ilona to thank for that.
I've always noticed something a bit off about her, not enough to stop me from enjoying her content, but she was always a bit right wing for me, a bit "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" when it comes to money and life, etc. I realised she had an addiction during lockdown. She got REALLY pissy when she didn't have the right gym equipment and even moved to Bulgaria because she couldn't handle the UK lockdowns keeping her away from the gym. She also had a god complex, thinking that being in shape meant she was impervious to covid. (As I mentioned I'm also a gym girl, and I was hospitalised with covid last month. Muscles won't save you, it's just genetics).
The other thing is she has a lot of internalised misogyny that she needs to work through. I think this ties into her extreme physique. She started out as a bikini model (and won medals and looked great!) but then I think her addiction to getting big and body dysmorphia took over. She just kept training, it seemed like with no competition goal in mind. Bodybuilders are always dialled into their chosen categories and will train some muscle groups really hard, but go light on others to make sure they fit their criteria. I'm not sure what the plan was after getting too big for bikini, because she wasn't a good fit for wellness at all, and she apparently didn't want to get any bigger, even though that was the only option left if she wanted to compete. She's now got herself stuck where she was using more gear and gaining more muscle than I believe she actually wanted to. It's a shame because this didn't need to happen. She could've stopped growing and stayed competitive in a different category.
Now I think she's in a state of cognitive dissonance where she needs to constantly justify her physique and continued use of steroids to herself. She said she's asked her male friends if she looks "too masculine" and they said no, you look athletic. Which is a lie. I won't use the word masculine because muscles don't have a gender, but she 100% looks like a bodybuilder who has used steroids for many years, clearly beyond what is naturally achievable. It's concerning that she can't see that for herself.
Don't even get me started on the men
Hopefully she's learned some lessons there, and I'm glad she broke up with them at least.
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She made a point in previous videos of saying that she never took testosterone but in yesterday's upload she talks about her blood results and says that her testosterone levels are in 'normal' ranges which she is surprised about and concludes that what she was taking over the years must have been crap. So, she just admitted taking testosterone for years and presumably in some dodgy, unregulated form if she doesn't even know the quality/potency. That's scary.
I'm no scientist, but is that actually what that means? Or does the stuff she's admitted to taking affect testosterone, even though it's a different drug?
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About 4 mins in she says "I must have been using really rubbish testosterone all these years..."
I presume her performance enhancers contain testosterone
Oh it's in a video, sorry. I'll go look. Clearly I can't read.
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Okay, so it's 4 mins into the Amber video uploaded on 24 June. My opinion is that she's joking. The joke being that she's shown proof of normal testosterone levels, so anyone accusing her of using testosterone has been proven wrong, "so it must be really tit testosterone" i.e. It's so tit there's no trace or evidence of it in her blood work. So she obvs hasn't been using it.
Just my take. For all of Ilonas faults I actually don't think she's a liar at all.
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Here's what she said she was taking 3 months ago. There are absolutely loads of enhancements bodybuilders can chose from. There's just 0 reason to take testosterone specifically unless you really want to. (Disclaimer: none of this tit will be good for you either, obvs it's caused noticeable voice and structural changes to her face).
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I dunno the specifics of what she's been taking over the years, but her physique has certainly become more masculine, particularly over the last 12 months or so. I imagine if she's not being upfront about what's she's taking it's due to trying to protect whoever it is she's getting it from.