Serene, there are thousands of us who just have to live with our pain.
We get up every day and go to work despite being in crippling agony. We don't get PIP because it's dehumanising when you're assessed and rejected, all we get is our walking aid off the NHS.
We don't get heard in pain clinics and we fund our own treatment because we research what may help.
You're nothing special. Get off the beg train, you've had enough money out of your followers when they paid into your GFM for a deposit on a flat.