So I was the one that posted that slightly mean comment on her insta earlier... I'd been reading here a bit and checking in on her instagram every so often and her behavior has just seemed so... odd? I'm not sure what the word is. I'm just so curious about what is actually going on in her head, if she realizes that she's acting like a petulant teenager in their first relationship but is just pushing past it, or if she genuinely thinks this is normal behavior that no one should be allowed to ever question? Does being an actress make her feel the need to perform her relationship and life for the world, maybe?
I feel a bit bad as I seem to have touched a nerve with her... also feel bad that she'll now be putting out more insufferable content because of me, very sad
I won't have to see it though as she's blocked me (which I was expecting and am okay with, her account had become a train wreck I couldn't look away from). I really wasn't expecting a long-ass paragraph story response though... I could have been a bit nicer (e.g. not used the word 'nauseating') but I really do just find her behavior so incredibly strange. I wasn't trying to imply their appearances were nauseating or anything, just randomly seeing any two people in such a weird intimate pose makes me feel icky. I guess I'm just supremely weirded out by someone posing like that and then holding their arm out to take a picture, and then posting it where anyone can see it. I watched her as a teen (I think she's around four years older than me) and I never would've guessed she'd eventually become... like this?
I could almost understand what she's saying about just unfollowing... like I said, it was like her posts were so cringe-inducing and uncomfortable but I just couldn't look away (and she is right, that IS a me problem lmao). I don't think her response is serving what she thinks it is though. Just parroting the same "just unfollow me!" response to every slightly negative comment just rubs me the wrong way, and her behavior as a whole (the initial posts, the "well I'm just gonna do it more! Nananana boo boo!", the fact that she took the time to reply in a story post, the fact that she genuinely doesn't seem to think what she's doing is in any way odd) is just... I don't know. Sad and weird. Like I wish I could have an actual conversation with her where she answered these questions honestly but I know that's never going to happen and I didn't really expect it to with that comment, I guess.