I thought she started the groupon therapist because she was embarrassed she acted like a twit at every event she went to, this has now spiralled into her having so many fake mental health issues she’s self diagnosed. Get some perspective Emma.
Emma's real problem, the one she won't admit- not to the babettes, the therapist, or even to herself- is that she's unhappy.
Her marriage seems platonic at best. We all have different needs in that department, but the way he was when they did the Titanic thing on the Disney cruise was a little bit painful to watch. Could he have been further away or moved quicker once it was done?? That she admitted she had to make him hold her hand for something... its sad, and I'm sad for her, because even if she isn't bothered about sex, she clearly still wants some physical affection from him.
The toddlers are getting older and she has completely failed to transition her content- it's all over the place! An horrendous mishmash of hauls/body positivity/mugs/her mundane life/the puppy/her mundane life/disney/"writing"/her mundane life/"fashion"/mental health. She has failed to commit to any of these things properly and has nor real direction or purpose online.
She always says how much she loved teaching and that it was rewarding. I don't think she regrets giving it up per se, but she must know she's firmly closed the door on a potential return to any kind of education setting with her online behaviour.
She shops (and shops, and shops) to fill the emptiness in her life; not for anything sensible like high quality furnishings or anything, just for absolute shite! Cramming a small house that really should adequately house 4 people with crap to "make her happy and bring her joy". It's why she's always racing to the next event!
She's sad, she's lonely, and she's desperately unfulfilled living this insta-lie, and the cracks in the facade are getting wider every day.