WHY does she avoid being home for Christmas so much? She says they need to use the time Benji has off to go on holiday, as if they haven't had enough holidays this year! Maybe she really is trying to hide from the embarrassment that no one wants her around for Christmas. It's just so bizarre, especially after just last week she showed she'd spent hundreds on Christmas stuff to now say she won't even be home.
Also, in the vlog she ate 3 mochi ice creams after dinner! She's so used to treating herself that treats aren't even treats anymore. So instead of having 1 mochi she has to have 3 to feel like she's had a treat, which is why her weight is only going to keep snowballing.