It will be a house first. And when that doesn’t make her happy a dog. And when that doesn’t make her happy it will be digs at Benji to propose until he does... she thinks big life changes/always having a trip to look forward to will make her happy but I don’t think ahe’ll Truly be happy until she’s happy with herself which she’s clearly not atmI also think she is obsessed with making sure she is taking “the next step” in life, and this is just another thing she thinks will make her happier