At my largest I was 144kg (314ilbs) with a severe binge eating disorder. When I was not binging, I was watching vids like Becks. I wholeheartedly think that you cannot get to that size without have an eating disorder (or disordered eating at the very least). And she is playing into it and profiting off it. Her whole existence centres around food and she is normalising it. Of course I'm not blaming my issues on Beck, but this content validated my gluttony and obsession. It's so incredibly harmful. At no point should being that size be normalised, it is not okay, there is nothing positive about it, she is not doing a societal service like her fans seem to believe. She is contributing to a culture of excess.
When I was not binging, I was watching vids of people eating excessively. People like Charley, Corey, Lea, etc who are various stages of overweight all constantly claiming they are "starving," stuffing their faces incessantly with beige food and acting like they are so positive for doing so. No, we are killing ourselves. Overconsumption puts a massive strain on the environment, health care systems and your own personal wellbeing. You are not a cultural martyr for being overweight. Being overweight is not a crime and I would never hate somebody just for being overweight, but itās so friggin damaging. I just canāt believe that there has been no critiques of this type of content