The thing is with addicts ( who know their addicts so do their familys) they always have people who call them out then they have people making excuses for them which makes the person think they have a justifaction in doing what there doing. So for my dad he got caught drink driving and thats how he addmitted to me what was going on, they only told me as they knew it would be in the paper so tried to manipulate the situation so everyone would feel sorry for him in beckis case shes gone and done a health kick and added her poorly dad into the mex, now 3 years on my dad is drinking again and him and my stepmum jusiyfy it by saying he only has 6 cans on a night and hes still getting up for work so thats good asif that makes it ok.. just like becki last night trying to justify all that food cos she was hungover so the food doesnt count. It will catch up with her eventually. Just like any addiction she will constantly feel shit so wont class a illness symptom as serious she will just think she feels crap because of the food shes scoffed. It wont be til shes laid in a hospital bed that she takes note of how serious it all is. Such a drain on the NHS, and if anyone wants to come for me saying its an addiction it carnt be helped.. my whole life ive spent addicted to diffrent things from drugs to gambling you know what your doing is wrong & every single time you do the thing your addicted too you think about how wrong you are for doing it so some people are strong enough to say this isnt what i want to be like anymore then you get becki and my dad who know they are doing wrong but are too far gone to accept the help. I carnt wait for her to get poorly and end up in hospital
