It's plain obvious that there must have been a conflict with her old kayaking group which she now explains by the group not being neurodivergence including, lol. The "i'm suffering so bad" posting is propably targeted at the new group to grab attention. There's a reason she starts 10 new instagram pages for her hobby and then overshares her dramatic private life on them. Still hasn't learned to interact with others without being the poor, ill, suffering victim. Pure histrionics.
Also loool at her SMILING WIDELY realising she is the only women on the water. She loooves this.