First time in this thread, where to start.... I've followed since Azaylia got really ill and my God, what they've been through defies belief to me. I don't know how they hell they are still walking around, and I really try not to judge grieving parents because I have no clue what I would do in their shoes (nor do I ever want to find out), but I can't get my head around how everything is publicised on social media these days. I don't know if i'm just of a different generation or something? However, all that aside, what I can't understand and what worries me the most is how much Ashley exercises- since Azaylia died he has lived and breathed exercise and I find it really worrying - it's not healthy. Sure he could be doing a LOT worse (and truthfully I imagine there is some steroidal drug use going on but hey, not my circus, not my monkeys etc.) but all this exercise is insane and he's going to crash one day. He seems to be doing it out of some sort of keeping focused mentality but I just feel like he's just not dealing with his grief and that is really bad news. I could be talking crap, its just what I see. Saf on the other hand, god I just want to pick her up and hug her

That poor girl, and she's left on her own whilst he's off doing this bike ride - I get why he's doing it but come on mate, she needs you.