Same here join the club of exhausted mothers with autistic kids
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I know how you feel men always get a free pass (take it or leave it) when it comes to being a parent?
They love themselves so much that why change perfection right?
? (can you tell that my own husband is getting on my nerves?)
In our case he knows on an intellectual level about autism but to be quite honest he is a lazy bastard and does not want to have to take the kids needs into consideration because if i'm brutally honest its his way or the highway with everthing and he just lacks empathy and compassion himself?
What the hell are you supposed to do with that?
I find the only solution to be find something/anything that he enjoys doing with the kids or for yourself and give him his own niche interest/job he can do.
My hysband likes cooking for example so i can leave him to cook a meal for us or he likes taking my daughter out in her buggy great so i can do some housework or get some rest.
I'm afraid as mothers if everyone else is crap at understanding or having empathy then it does come down to us to create some balance.
Thats not fair sometimes and its not how it should be but sometimes we have to lead the way forward even if we don't feel like it?
So many people are ignorant about autism that its infuriating?
We have to be educators as well explaining to people what it means how it affects our children and how it affects us it feels never ending sometimes?
I know pre co-vid there were support groups and resources available for example i live in london and we had centre 404 and are your kids in mainstream education because you could be classified for extra help?
For example my son who is 11 went back to school and the school do have extra help or provision for families with autistic kids?
Sorry if i'm going off on a bit of a tangent here but sometimes anything helps?
Have you spoken to your husband about the way you feel?
Does he understand that he's not being very helpful? Or is he defensive or in denial or to be blunt is he just being ignorant?
I remember going to see a child psychologist and my husband blustered out all of his frustration and she was patient and explained to him how an autistic child see's things and the penny dropped a bit but i still think he is basically a selfish person that has enough good qualities to cover himself if that makes sense?
So if you haven't already done so i really advise to get someone onside be it a psychologist a social worker a health visitor or even someone who works with the council for example i think they have a disabled childrens team and family support workers?
Explain how you feel to them and also get them to have a frank talk with your husband about the best way of supporting your kids?
Its a sad thing but we get accustomed to each other and i moan for example at my husband and he moans back yadda yadda yadda (and we have got nowhere?) but when someone from the outside of the home gives their opinion sometimes it does the trick?
Just because sometimes you need a different perspective and someone elses imput?
So i really suggest that if its possible.
Good luck.