I cried last night and couldn't sleep. Iv watched Soft white underbelly on You tube for a few years now, and iv always followed Rebecca's story more closely than others.
There's something about her that I just can't look away. Despite being high most of the time, there is something about her that really speaks to me. I feel like she has so much potential. In her more lucid moments she's so vivacious, intelligent and creative and not to mention physically so stunning.
To see her mental decline over the years s just so distressing.And the last few videos this past week has just completely floored me. I honestly can't get her out of my head
iv never felt this way about someone iv never met before but I genuinely am so worried about her, I'm scared that she hasn't got long for this world. Iv seen on videos of her circulating on Instagram where she's just rummaging through trash and outside a restaurant completely out of it and twitching and people just walking past her. It just makes my heart so heavy.
To think she was/ is someone's baby 24 years ago breaks me.
If someone granted me one wish today it would be that Rebecca gets the help she needs, I wouldn't waste it on myself.
Some people find Marks channel abit controversial, but for me, it's made me less judgemental of people and to see past first impressions. I really am wishing for a miracle for Rebecca
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There's something about her that I just can't look away. Despite being high most of the time, there is something about her that really speaks to me. I feel like she has so much potential. In her more lucid moments she's so vivacious, intelligent and creative and not to mention physically so stunning.
To see her mental decline over the years s just so distressing.And the last few videos this past week has just completely floored me. I honestly can't get her out of my head
![Pleading face :pleading_face: 🥺](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f97a.png)
To think she was/ is someone's baby 24 years ago breaks me.
If someone granted me one wish today it would be that Rebecca gets the help she needs, I wouldn't waste it on myself.
Some people find Marks channel abit controversial, but for me, it's made me less judgemental of people and to see past first impressions. I really am wishing for a miracle for Rebecca
![Broken heart :broken_heart: 💔](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f494.png)