Three people close to me have died (and one almost died) and all four times I knew before it happened that they had/almost had.
One of those was my mum, when I was in my teens. She'd been terminally ill for several years and I hadn't come to terms with it, even on the day we knew it was going to happen. I told her I didn't want to say 'goodbye' as it were so I kept myself out the way and just quietly read. Then all of a sudden I collapsed on the floor and had absolutely zero control of my limbs to pull myself up, and all the breath was sucked out of my body, bit like anaphylaxis. Got my breath back and hysterically started crying as it finally hit me 'bleeping hell, you're going to have to live without her'. My dad then came in and told me she'd just died. It sounds ridiculous/a bit woo/utter bollocks but I genuinely think that was part of my soul dying with her and leaving my body.
One of those was my mum, when I was in my teens. She'd been terminally ill for several years and I hadn't come to terms with it, even on the day we knew it was going to happen. I told her I didn't want to say 'goodbye' as it were so I kept myself out the way and just quietly read. Then all of a sudden I collapsed on the floor and had absolutely zero control of my limbs to pull myself up, and all the breath was sucked out of my body, bit like anaphylaxis. Got my breath back and hysterically started crying as it finally hit me 'bleeping hell, you're going to have to live without her'. My dad then came in and told me she'd just died. It sounds ridiculous/a bit woo/utter bollocks but I genuinely think that was part of my soul dying with her and leaving my body.