You will probably regret offering help to people after you have read my post!!haha.
So i have always been slim and petite, at my biggest i was 9stone (and i thought i was fat then!!). Anyway, last summer i was put on medication (i have quite bad mental health issues) and i put on over 2 stone in around 6 weeks. I also have a history of using drugs, im totally clean now and have been for a year but my attitude was always "if i need to lose a few ibs then i would just take some amphetamine or cocaine", which i know is stupid and i totally regret it. But i think that caused my metabolism to become faster. Anyway, im now over 10 stone and no matter what i do i just cant lose weight. In fact im putting weight on!! And yet i have a food diary, i weigh my food, i dont over eat, and i exercise. I went to the doctor the other week as i have been period bleeding for 5 weeks. My doctor said im "chronically constipated" and im waiting for an ultrasound scan and also blood tests to check my thyroid. I do have a bit of a shit relationship with my body and i have body dysmorphia, and i honestly feel so disgusting and like a fat whale. And yet i know deep down that im healthier now than i was a year ago, but yet my body has totally changed. I do eat pretty healthy, i drink at least 2 or 3 litres of water, i dont drink alcohol, and i dont take drugs. I am honestly at my wits end with it because i just dont know what to do, or whether i need to just accept my body now? xx