I had pizza for tea last night so didn't dare go on the scales this morning
I really am in
duck it mode atm and then keep seeing pictures of slim women on instagram and I'm like 🥲 I have never been that slim and don't think I ever will be. I know there's posing and photoshopping but ultimately they're still size 6 and 8s and I'm desperate to be that size as well but not desperate enough to not eat everything in sight. I know how to be healthy and generally I do eat well but I have a snack if I'm happy, sad, bored, tired, stressed. I'm bloody well sick of myself tbh and don't know it I should take a break from counting cals for a few days or try to get back on a better track.