Well I'm out this month, my period just arrived. I'm absolutely gutted. Especially after having a MC last month I thought we may get lucky this month
why is ttc so hard
why is ttc so hard
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Had my midwife appointment today.. even though Iām pregnant, I found the new mums and babies and heavily pregnant women SO triggering, as well as having to explain my history. I feel really nervous now as well because Iām reaching the same gestation I miscarried at before. It was a missed miscarriage as well, so Iām really over analysing everything. I wish I could be chilled out and happy and focus on just being grateful 
I couldnāt resist and did an early test, the 6 days early one and itās negativeā¦ this time today I did it 2 months ago and it was positive. Fresh wave of sadness swept over me.
No it took us 2 yearsI'm sorry to hear that.Were you successful quickly the previous time? Hopefully june will be your month
xI'll be 6 weeks tomorrow and my MC happened at 6 weeks so I'm feeling really anxious today. I know there's zero chance to happen twice on the same exact day but I will still feel better once the mark is behind me. Good thing is I got a first dye stealer today and that eased my mind a little.
It's also a little sad looking back because the previous time my test lines were not getting darker and if it wasn't my first pregnancy maybe I would've known something was not right and it would prepare me for the outcome a little. Left was first pregnancy day 12dpo-26dpo and right is this one, day 10dpo-25dpo.
Only a week to go to the first ultrasound and I really really hope I will be able to see the heart.
It's also a little sad looking back because the previous time my test lines were not getting darker and if it wasn't my first pregnancy maybe I would've known something was not right and it would prepare me for the outcome a little. Left was first pregnancy day 12dpo-26dpo and right is this one, day 10dpo-25dpo.
Only a week to go to the first ultrasound and I really really hope I will be able to see the heart.
These tests look really good! Fingers crossed for you š©·I'll be 6 weeks tomorrow and my MC happened at 6 weeks so I'm feeling really anxious today. I know there's zero chance to happen twice on the same exact day but I will still feel better once the mark is behind me. Good thing is I got a first dye stealer today and that eased my mind a little.
It's also a little sad looking back because the previous time my test lines were not getting darker and if it wasn't my first pregnancy maybe I would've known something was not right and it would prepare me for the outcome a little. Left was first pregnancy day 12dpo-26dpo and right is this one, day 10dpo-25dpo.
Only a week to go to the first ultrasound and I really really hope I will be able to see the heart.
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I feel like Iāve found my people in here as I felt like such a fraud posting in the other threads. 
Period is due today, so we will see. We agreed that if weāre not successful this time around then weāll take a year off from trying and just focus on our wedding.
Iām waiting on some blood results from a recurrent miscarriage specialist. Had to go via BUPA because my experience of the NHS has been abysmal throughout this whole journey.
Period is due today, so we will see. We agreed that if weāre not successful this time around then weāll take a year off from trying and just focus on our wedding.
Iām waiting on some blood results from a recurrent miscarriage specialist. Had to go via BUPA because my experience of the NHS has been abysmal throughout this whole journey.
Itās shocking how bad the nhs can be when going through a miscarriage isnāt it ! I know theyāre under stress but there is this lack of care..
Mine was 5 years ago but Iāll never forget how poorly I was treated. Questioned over and over: āwas I even ever pregnantā by some staff at the epu, made to sit on a filing cabinet to take my blood because they didnāt have a chair in the room
I really did not want to go back for my second set of bloods to check levels were decreasing ok because of how poor the experience was !! Then back at my GP Iām told itās okay because Iāll fall pregnant again soonā¦ try 5 more years love 
And another GP I saw a few weeks after my mc thought I was there for a 6 week post birth check up.. when I was there for pain following the mc
I know I had my baby since that mc but I hope no one minds me being on this thread either! Ttc#2 but with the fear of future mcs
Mine was 5 years ago but Iāll never forget how poorly I was treated. Questioned over and over: āwas I even ever pregnantā by some staff at the epu, made to sit on a filing cabinet to take my blood because they didnāt have a chair in the room
I really did not want to go back for my second set of bloods to check levels were decreasing ok because of how poor the experience was !! Then back at my GP Iām told itās okay because Iāll fall pregnant again soonā¦ try 5 more years love And another GP I saw a few weeks after my mc thought I was there for a 6 week post birth check up.. when I was there for pain following the mc
I know I had my baby since that mc but I hope no one minds me being on this thread either! Ttc#2 but with the fear of future mcs
My NHS treatment after my miscarriage was mostly shocking and Iāve still not been able to get help for MH issues even though itās supposedly been expedited! I tried going private and they ghosted me for 6 months and the woman cancelled my session 3 times, did it over zoom in her front room, and kept mentioning her son knowing why I was there for the counselling
Iām going through this now. I had fertility treatment for my first child so when I found out I was pregnant this time it was such a shock.Itās shocking how bad the nhs can be when going through a miscarriage isnāt it ! I know theyāre under stress but there is this lack of care..
Mine was 5 years ago but Iāll never forget how poorly I was treated. Questioned over and over: āwas I even ever pregnantā by some staff at the epu, made to sit on a filing cabinet to take my blood because they didnāt have a chair in the room
And another GP I saw a few weeks after my mc thought I was there for a 6 week post birth check up.. when I was there for pain following the mc
I know I had my baby since that mc but I hope no one minds me being on this thread either! Ttc#2 but with the fear of future mcs
I am apparently 6+4 today. Starting spotting on Saturday and itās continued to get heavier. GP was amazing on Monday and rang the EPU. They said tell her to come in but donāt promise her anything. I got there and was basically told we can scan you in a weeks times. Thankfully I argued my case and got a scan for Tuesday. Start of a pregnancy could be seen but was told to come back next Tuesday for follow up scan. Just left in limbo now and they said if it is bad news you can try again as soon as your period arrives. Not helpful information at all during all this never mind my past history of struggling to conceive. I havenāt even had bloods done. The whole system is broken and it just seemed like a revolving door to get you out as quick as possible
Reading all your stories I feel so sorry for you all and itās awful youāve had to go through all that with your EPUs. I feel grateful (maybe not the right word?) that my local EPU and A&E have been so great.
my first pregnancy I had bleeding and panicked and went to A&E and even though they couldnāt do very much so late at night they were lovely and a Dr from the gyn ward came down to do a scan and sorted for me to go to the EPU the next day.
My second more recent one I was under the EPU for fortnightly scans due to continued bleeding and when it was unfortunately diagnosed as a MC I saw two sonographers, a specialist nurse and a dr who were all so kind and let me take as much time as I wanted with them. The next day I had to go back for an anti-d injection before the meds and the nurse who gave me it had been floated from another ward to help and even she was so nice.
I think it makes the difference is although the staff see what we have gone through day in day out they donāt just treat you as another patient.
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im 8 weeks + 1 day I believe today and despite the symptoms absolutely killing me and a perfect scan 2 weeks ago I still canāt help but think āwhat ifā - I just want to enjoy my pregnancy
my first pregnancy I had bleeding and panicked and went to A&E and even though they couldnāt do very much so late at night they were lovely and a Dr from the gyn ward came down to do a scan and sorted for me to go to the EPU the next day.
My second more recent one I was under the EPU for fortnightly scans due to continued bleeding and when it was unfortunately diagnosed as a MC I saw two sonographers, a specialist nurse and a dr who were all so kind and let me take as much time as I wanted with them. The next day I had to go back for an anti-d injection before the meds and the nurse who gave me it had been floated from another ward to help and even she was so nice.
I think it makes the difference is although the staff see what we have gone through day in day out they donāt just treat you as another patient.
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im 8 weeks + 1 day I believe today and despite the symptoms absolutely killing me and a perfect scan 2 weeks ago I still canāt help but think āwhat ifā - I just want to enjoy my pregnancy
hello ladies. I'm so sorry for all you have all been through. I wish you all well in your future journeys. I don't know if this is the right place to ask, please forgive me if not. My daughter in law will sadly lose her baby at 21 weeks tomorrow (tmfr) as baby won't survive. In case the medical professionals don't tell her, could anyone tell me if she needs to do pregnancy tests still afterwards until HCG is gone & they turn negative? They want to try again asap, bless them thanks for any advice from a very worried Nanny xx
I wish you all well in your future journeys. I don't know if this is the right place to ask, please forgive me if not. My daughter in law will sadly lose her baby at 21 weeks tomorrow (tmfr) as baby won't survive. In case the medical professionals don't tell her, could anyone tell me if she needs to do pregnancy tests still afterwards until HCG is gone & they turn negative? They want to try again asap, bless them thanks for any advice from a very worried Nanny xxim so sorry for your familyhello ladies. I'm so sorry for all you have all been through.
I think she may have to take tests afterwards (which will be at a predetermined time by her medical team) to make sure there are no pregnancy tissues left after the procedure. Iām not sure how long it will take before a negative test due to her stage of pregnancy. They should explain all of this to her and give her paperwork explaining this also tomorrow
.sending so much love
Thank you so much Keeraim so sorry for your family
I think she may have to take tests afterwards (which will be at a predetermined time by her medical team) to make sure there are no pregnancy tissues left after the procedure. Iām not sure how long it will take before a negative test due to her stage of pregnancy. They should explain all of this to her and give her paperwork explaining this also tomorrow
sending so much love
They're in the USA so not sure what they'll advise her, if they don't I just want to tell her what to do. I really appreciate your reply, bless you. Thank you lovely xxI donāt have any advice but thinking of you and your family xxhello ladies. I'm so sorry for all you have all been through.
Hello. Just joining this thread and couldnāt read this and not reply. I had a tfmr last year. I am UK based but we got a lot of support and information from the charity ARC (antenatal results and choices) from their telephone support and resources online. They arenāt just for the parents but anyone in the family who need support or more info. I am sure if you contacted them they would be able to give some information and maybe some contacts for the US. There are also some private FB groups that are really helpful. Or on Insta TFMR Mamas is a good starting point. Sending you and your family so much love and hugs.hello ladies. I'm so sorry for all you have all been through.
Thank you so much, this is so helpful, I will look into that. And thank you for your good wishes. It's so hard being a Nanny, not the Mum having to deal with a loss, I just want to try and help my kids. XxHello. Just joining this thread and couldnāt read this and not reply. I had a tfmr last year. I am UK based but we got a lot of support and information from the charity ARC (antenatal results and choices) from their telephone support and resources online. They arenāt just for the parents but anyone in the family who need support or more info. I am sure if you contacted them they would be able to give some information and maybe some contacts for the US. There are also some private FB groups that are really helpful. Or on Insta TFMR Mamas is a good starting point. Sending you and your family so much love and hugs.
Iām 9 and a half weeks pregnant and yesterday I seemed to have the tiniest spec of blood in my discharge. It hasnāt happened since and my EPU wonāt see me for a scan because theyāre not concerned at all. However, the exact same thing happened at the same time with my first pregnancy and Iād had a missed miscarriage. I canāt even find anywhere that will take me for a private scan for a week and Iām just beside myself with worry. I know most people would tell me not to panic, that itās normal, and will be fine, but I donāt have that luxury of being able to assume that any more 