I'm Ok just taking each day as it comes for now. Thank you for asking.Don't check out just yet, l smell a plot twist a "tell all" or a whistle-blower wafting across the Irish Hills really soon, or that could just be the odour from a hectic stoma bag
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Just her face alone makes me sick, every time l see those thumbnails, all l see is LIES flashing in neon bright colours across my screen.
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That hurts my heart that she cannot even acknowledge another cancer sufferers presence
Things are still very raw for me obviously and I do try to bare that in mind with T. When she says she was "fighting for her life" for example. Tiff has no idea of what fighting for her life is, no idea at all. I think it would do T the world of good to go spend just one day at a hospice or with a patient at the end of life.
T had an exceptionally easy 'journey'. A mother that stopped working to drive her around, cook for her, brush her hair and put morphine in her mouth while T was vlogging and walking up the stairs. A boyfriend that moved in with her to support her. A hospital that accommodated her 'mental health' by giving her a private room that she could decorate with "cozy lights" and allow her to vlog 24/7 in peace. Now she is busy spending and worrying if she should wear a tankini for her upcoming holiday, while telling herself not to be bothered because her scars are a reminder that she was fighting for her life. She had chemo, radiotherapy, and surgery with curative intent.
She wasn't stage 4, wasn't on palliative treatment, wasn't once told there was no further treatment for her, not once told that sorry but surgery wasn't a possibility. Tiffany doesn't like associating with those patients, finds it upsetting hearing about their 'journeys' (her subscriber that she met at the hospital was a prime example), didn't like sitting in the chemo room around other patients. But, she will easily say that she 'fought' for her life which consisted of laying around in cozy pajamas all day and having lots of 'snoozes'.
I hope Tiffany does remain NED and reach remission because, in all honesty, I don't think she would cope if she does have a recurrence. And while she is NED, I think she should pack it in with the dramatic thumbnails and video titles to draw attention. Don't tempt fate, Tiffany.