SmugglerJess
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Yes it was as if Abi was encouraging Erin to embrace the drugs the days before so she would slip away. Which contradicts Erin's wishes of not wanted to be unconscious. So yes why did Abi insist on higher dose?A few weeks ago Abi said Erin wasn't easy to get along with and that Erin was frustrated and taking it out on Abi & Dan. Errrr yes, my husband got irrational and moody when he was dying, its very normal and part of the transition. Caring people normally realize dying folk have alot of hardcore medications in their systems and are very understanding.
Maybe Abi can explain why she was requesting Erin be given more sedation when Erin was trying to get out of bed. What was distressing Erin so much that in Abi's words "she physically pushed me". If Erin had the strength to physically push Abi then I can't understand why Abi was so quick to be getting sedation arranged.
Erin was being given midazolam in her syringe driver and at that point, it was only a dose to relax Erin and keep Erin calm. Erin stated herself that she hoped she would get used to the dose and that she didn't want higher doses which would make her unconscious. Why was Abi insisting that Erin needed a higher dose?
I wonder about terminal agitation, it's it brought on by the drugs? or the person? fighting for life as their soul realises the higher dose is actually about to end their life?[/QUOTE]