Another former SW here - summary of my experience below. Have spoilered parts that relate to sexual trauma.
I started as a stripper at 19, and about a year later this became “full service” sex work (initially not my choice and was somewhat groomed into it by club manager and an older dancer, then I started finding my own clients). I settled into a well-paid sugar arrangement for the last year or so and had exited completely by age 23. I was lucky because I also had a degree, and I was able to move into a well-paying profession in finance. Interestingly, at 35 I’m only now earning the same weekly/monthly wage I used to get from SW when I was 20. But if you deduct all the money I’ve spent on therapy for the PTSD*, plus a shopping addiction that got way out of hand, the profit margins are not that great.
I wouldn’t recommend it as a quick buck. It can be dangerous, and it’s a psychologically very difficult job to do and stay sane. I also live with a huge secret from almost everyone in my life. That’s hard too.
At a young age and with poor mental health, it was not right for me. I wouldn’t say it’s wrong for everybody but the way it is generally portrayed (as either horror or glamour) is unhelpful for anyone seriously considering it.
My experience: equal parts banal, disturbing and exciting. I found it quite addictive. I also came to harm on several occasions (clients and one manager). But it also paid for me to take a year out after uni and focus on improving my mental health, which I needed despite the SW.
It is difficult for me to separate the mental harm from SW from other possible causes. Sex work did not help, and I had some very traumatic incidents during that time. I was also sexually assaulted by a much older family member as a child, and in a weird way sex work enabled me to get in touch with / act out feelings that I had repressed. Again, hard for me to imagine my life having happened any other way.
I’m generally pretty good now, health wise, and relationship-wise. It has taken a lot of hard work and time to get there. Many will not have the privileges that I did.
I am on the fence re the best legal model for sex work but one thing I know for sure is that it is not properly understood. The govt commissioned a study from Bristol uni a couple of years ago to estimate the number of people in SW. The researchers concluded it’s impossible to say. Couple this with simplistic media portrayals of the job, and I’m concerned that the argument about legal model is missing the point. Neither model will better equip or people entering, working in, or exiting the industry if we don’t understand their lives better.
Happy to answer qs on any of this.
*PTSD from sex work, not the City
I started as a stripper at 19, and about a year later this became “full service” sex work (initially not my choice and was somewhat groomed into it by club manager and an older dancer, then I started finding my own clients). I settled into a well-paid sugar arrangement for the last year or so and had exited completely by age 23. I was lucky because I also had a degree, and I was able to move into a well-paying profession in finance. Interestingly, at 35 I’m only now earning the same weekly/monthly wage I used to get from SW when I was 20. But if you deduct all the money I’ve spent on therapy for the PTSD*, plus a shopping addiction that got way out of hand, the profit margins are not that great.
I wouldn’t recommend it as a quick buck. It can be dangerous, and it’s a psychologically very difficult job to do and stay sane. I also live with a huge secret from almost everyone in my life. That’s hard too.
At a young age and with poor mental health, it was not right for me. I wouldn’t say it’s wrong for everybody but the way it is generally portrayed (as either horror or glamour) is unhelpful for anyone seriously considering it.
My experience: equal parts banal, disturbing and exciting. I found it quite addictive. I also came to harm on several occasions (clients and one manager). But it also paid for me to take a year out after uni and focus on improving my mental health, which I needed despite the SW.
It is difficult for me to separate the mental harm from SW from other possible causes. Sex work did not help, and I had some very traumatic incidents during that time. I was also sexually assaulted by a much older family member as a child, and in a weird way sex work enabled me to get in touch with / act out feelings that I had repressed. Again, hard for me to imagine my life having happened any other way.
I’m generally pretty good now, health wise, and relationship-wise. It has taken a lot of hard work and time to get there. Many will not have the privileges that I did.
I am on the fence re the best legal model for sex work but one thing I know for sure is that it is not properly understood. The govt commissioned a study from Bristol uni a couple of years ago to estimate the number of people in SW. The researchers concluded it’s impossible to say. Couple this with simplistic media portrayals of the job, and I’m concerned that the argument about legal model is missing the point. Neither model will better equip or people entering, working in, or exiting the industry if we don’t understand their lives better.
Happy to answer qs on any of this.
*PTSD from sex work, not the City