Oh I'm so sorry to hear about your dog it's very upsetting isn't it? They literally are like one of the family I know its not the same but I remember when my cat Lex went missing (we never found him either) I was properly heart broken.@Misbehaving
Thank you so much for your kind words, it really does mean alot to me, I am so sorry to hear what you've been through and are currently going through, I have been thinking about you and have wondered if you've managed to get any help or support?
I resonate with you so much, life can be a hard slog at times, bless you for remembering about my dogs, unfortunately I had one pts recently, broke my heart, he used to go everywhere with me, miss him so much, such a character ( you're actually the first person I've told)
My oh is worried that I'll have another episode. but my depression just comes from no where, yes I'm upset, but am not in a dark place, if you know what I mean?
You're right it's great to be able to off load on these threads, folks are kind and supportive.
I really wish you well and hope you are taking care of yourself
Animals give such unconditional love and acceptance and ask for so little back in return don't they? I hope that at least your dog had had a long and happy and healthy life at least?
Thank you for thinking of me yeah the last few weeks have been tough and like you depression can just hit me seemingly out of nowhere?
Usually I'm such a stoic soul but I'm starting to wonder if that's part of the problem?
Coping with things and not asking for help until they blow up and KaBOOM!
Yes opening up like that was terrifying I had never admitted those kind of things but I'd reached my limit?
The good thing we have found a unit for autistic children in a mainstream school and the senco is really pushing for my son to go there.
It's been an upheaval but as long as he has access to better support then I think he will pick up and hopefully start to thrive and we'll do anything we can to make that happen.
My husband is being unusually helpful and supportive for a change I really hope he's had a bit of a rude awakening and is going to be more mindful and considerate?
If he doesn't and he's to use the terminology of narcissists just hoovering me back in then well at least I know I can access some support?
There have been lots of helpful suggestions on here for example sending an email (to access support) because I'm no good on the phone I clam up?
I shall just have to wait and see how things pan out?
The main thing I've learnt is that I can talk about my problems and I can admit to being low or lonely in a safe place and that's really helpful!
Again thank you so much for taking the time to reply to me and I really appreciate your support
I wish you all the best thank you