I just watched the vlog, why does she talk and behave like that? I mean screaming and making weird remarks and pronouncing words in a strange way? Does she think that’s funny?
Again, nothing smart (at least not untill 11th minute, couldn’t watch the whole thing), but a total cringe (especially that scene with Xenia and Caro
). She used to be nice and polite and had some things that make sense to say, even had a nice style sometimes, it makes me kind of sad to see such a big shift into this erratic behavior…
I cannot say I always loved her style but she was gorgous and seemed friendly and nice. She was quite open about what she wanted and made it happen. The world was her oyster kind of feeling. And then the pearl planted herself in Paris. Things shifted. I get that with every move you grow but she went from nice to what she is now.
Erratic is a spot on discription. Actual substance is now replaced by an overly ecstatic emptyness. Talking about books, on line courses and fashion at lightningspeed. It is not short and snappy but makes it feel like McDonald's. Cheap, not what you need and shallow af. A rushed afterthought instead of substance.
Before she was glowy and gorgous. But girl glowed from the inside. She sparked because she was happy. Now it feels like she stepped in the hamster wheel and can not get off. She slathers on makeup and selftan and that whole fake vibe makes her look more insincere. Her fake glow and the piled up makeup makes her look greasy and unkempt. She needs to step away from the mirror and take a good look at herself. What she keeps calling a mlbb is now concealerlips. Her favorite lipstick of all times does not match her current skintone anymore.
Maybe the tan makes everything look less polished? Not that a tan makes anyone less polished but her tan is so fake that it is hard to not let that feeling trinkle down to everything that she does. She went from herself to glowy to too tanned and in the winter she kept the too tanned. Combined with the work on her face and teeth it is a very unnatural look. Gorgous on pictures, almost robotic on camera. Like she is wearing a mask. It starts to influence how I view her character as well. I hate it, I hate that. She is a person and she should grow and change but vapid hamster is not a good look. This is her look now but I hope it evolves into something more genuine after she moves.
Dirty is a terrible add on. Every vlog she makes a joke about marriage. You can hear the guy talk. She keeps mentioning him. We get it, you have a boyfriend. Somehow she makes it look like cloud instead of him being in her life. She looks like that one friend that you once had. That girl that morphes into his girlfriend every time she dates. It feels forced.
The only thing that stuck with me from her latest vlog was not even her Miu Miu boots but that is not.... that is not..... that is not....... that is how you pronounce Dior. Stop the fake accent. Keep the fake face. Tone down the fake tan. Loose the fake attitude. Find the pre Paris Tamara that inspired people. And ask your doctor to prescribe you something else because this might make you feel good but does not look well on camera. Frazzled, chemically enhansed hamster is exhausthing to look at and not the content we want.
I am so sorry
@bloom but you totally struck a nerve there. I wished I could just steal her fake tanner, put her in the shower, rinse and somehow get the old Tamara back. I enjoyed watching those vlogs. That girl inspired me to do better and be more. This hamster just inspires me to wash my hair and take some time to chill after I watched a vlog.
Did she mean interior decorator!? She’s not designing a house or an apartment...why is she like this!? The most fakest of them all! Ugh!
Hope that she’s okay and she’ll return one day 
Huh tammy?
type 4 skin, yea, sure 
