Dead right, for someone to go from where she was, up at the crack of dawn and clearly very driven to this, to me it looks like depression or something. Like she clearly has absolutely zero motivation or drive anymore.I was trying to write a response but you articulated it better than I could.
Losing drive, motivation etc all point to psychological issues. Not doing the basics of just looking after yourself properly points to further issues. There are multiple red flags with Shiv and when you all tie it together it makes sense.
In her early days she was cooking and doing fitness properly, every action she took was beneficial to her. Nowadays, every action she takes that is not in her benefit is self destructive and could be described as self harming. Self harming doesn't have to be physical, it can be done in the actions we take.
Example: Admitting sticking a tampon up your hole is self sabotage and points to issues. Who would want to communicate that to the world unless subconsciously they want to disappear off the face of the earth. It's out there now.
we are currently seeing throwbacks to a free meal she ate 2 years ago. Like she’s just basically given up now. Gets the automatic repost prompt from IG, hits post. Back to the mindless tv. It’s a slippery slope and not likely to change anytime soon given her narcissistic and egotistical tendencies.