YT: I'm lost in motherhood, I've lost my identity.
IG: I'm so content in this phase of my life (motherhood).
Which is it? Pick a narrative, Sarah.
Im going to say it's possible to be in both places -- feeling like youve lost yourself, but also loving some parts -- but that is for regular people in touch with their emotions and reality, not trying desperately to constantly escape their reality and live up to a curated, performative alternate projected image of reality that is in fact FAR from the truth. I feel like she just really needs to wake up to how she portrays things like this. She's being very unintelligent with her casual instagram content lately and people are seeing through it. If even some part of her content displayed her being equally content and feeling challenged, this post wouldnt reek of curated inauthenticity like it does. Even her attempts at being rawwrandrealll about her challenges feel SO performative, invariably some slapped with ads on either end and are never without a hidden agenda. So it's getting harder and harder to relate to her and believe a single thing she says.
Having said all this, I am even going to go so far as to say, she has every right to be an entirely 100% sales driven telemarketing channel if she so wishes. If she's over the content creation (as is AMPLY evident!) that's perfectly fine. She hrps on about how she's not the girl she used to be so her vlogs wont ever go back to being what they were. I think what she implies by that, and refuses to own up to, is that she is over doing that part of this job. ALSO FINE. But at least then step into this new avatar, this sEaSoN like you mean it? OWN being a money-focused, ad-and-sales-driven marketing channel for collabs and products. People would 100% approve and find that okay to accept. It's the lies, the dissonance, the inauthenticity between what she claims she is and what her focus and intentions are, and the constant contradictions in her content thats literally just lies and scam and ads that makes her SO unappealing.