FOR THOSE WHO DON'T WANT TO GIVE HER THE VIEWS, HERE'S THE SITCH (this is a mess I'm sorry but I'm pumping it out as I'm watching it):
- at 10 weeks she went in for her NIPT scan and examination, tested for a bunch of different issues.
- praying over the baby
- got a call from the clinic, they were told the baby has some "unforseen health issues" or "a health issue you wouldn't expect your baby to have", it has nothing to do with what Kurt or Sarah have done
- Sarah starts crying
- Got some calls from some counsellors, got encouraged to book in for an amniocentesis or a CVS
- had 2 wait 2.5 weeks for the appointment (this is the point where she, and I quote, "didn't want to be on social media" but she was)
- Kurt said Sez was just on "DR Google" for 2 weeks straight
- Sarah is in "mum mode"
- Kurt said Sarah is a "massive researcher"
- poured worship music into the house, read the bible heaps
- Sarah had the appointment
- was told she should terminate
- the next few minutes are pretty emotional. not sure what to do. lots of tears.
- she started "researching what a termination looks like at this point in pregnancy" and she prayed, asked for a sign, nothing in her heart or body felt right to terminate the baby.
- "disclaimer: this is not our projections on anyone, this is about us"
- friends were so amazing, more praying
- she has a prayer group, she prayed and felt gods presence
- the baby is designed for them
- she searched in the bible for a verse about termination...
- cites bible verses about birth
- a zoom call with pediatricians and counsellors
- she read research studies and was "quoting papers" to the people in the zoom call
- she said she feels like with proper support and early intervention that the baby can have a happy life
- praying for mild symptoms of the baby's conditions instead of major ones
- zoom call was positive
- the drs said her youtube channel could make her the spokesperson for this condition (100% think this is a lie, why would a dr recommend this?)
- "if you're a mum you'll understand"
- not going to disclose what the health issue is because they don't want it to define the baby
- said the reason she made the video to show some sensitivity and compassion to the baby
- at the moment they're both "really peaceful" but "anxious" and said to not feel sorry for them