Wow her podcast interview really shows how sick she is. She uses her robotic perfect wife voice the whole time and sugar coats things. She makes jokes and laughs, but imo it shows how disturbed she’s been for a long time. She says that her parents forced her to go to counseling after a friend of hers told them about her ED. And she says the counseling didn’t help “AT ALL” but she lied and said it had helped just so she could stop.
She also claims that her ED wasn't active after having Andrea (aka the manic walking and banana cookies and black bean brownie and detox tea phase), she just gets “really, really thin from breastfeeding.” She says she was just having “ED thoughts.” So she’s still completely delusional.
She talks a lot about how mean people are to her about her weight on social media. Imo she seems to imply that some of her ED is because of people on social media. She has a sick relationship with social media. The pictures that she posted weeks after having Andrea were begging for praise for her quick weight loss.
She mentions that her and Jonathan are “careful” about the words they use around the children because they’re scared of them having bad body image. And she says Emilia will say she wants her princess toys to be “skinny not fat.” This part made me really sad.