I’ve been thinking this as well
Documenting her meals and making those weird protein balls are things she starts doing when she relapses.
You know what’s strange is that the last time she relapsed was shortly after she did a video about eating disorders with Glamour magazine. And now after doing that podcast she’s maybe starting to relapse. It’s like publicly speaking about it triggers her or something.
Tbh, I’ve been gaining weight during quarantine and there have been days that I’ve been obsessively counting calories and restricting myself, so I kind of empathize with her. But I’m also not a public figure influencing my young followers to do the same by posting pictures of my meals
When she was at her thinnest/sickest when they had just moved into the new house she posted a video about “Why Diets Don’t Work” talking about how she maintains her weight by never restricting herself! All the while she was barely eating while breastfeeding, going on her manic walks, and probably purging. She’s an odd one.