WHY is my fucked up brain visioning the gynae going in the hoof with bleeping paddles rather than a speculum to do Bush’ smear? Nah, am done. Am away to boil ma heid.
I totally get where your coming from, but now they changed it to 5 years it’s even more important! I hope you manage to get there xI'm usually quite regular going for mines with no issues, it's just difficult when I have trouble leaving the house to go places. I'm quite aware of all the risks. I just meant it gave me an incentive to try and push myself to call on Monday.
I put mine off too babe. When I went eventually everything was fine. Was just my mind making me put it off but I'm so glad I went eventually because I would have convinced myself something was wrong otherwise lol I'm a nightmare xxxxI'm usually quite regular going for mines with no issues, it's just difficult when I have trouble leaving the house to go places. I'm quite aware of all the risks. I just meant it gave me an incentive to try and push myself to call on Monday.
She'll be asking Janice for pointers on lying nextShe's been sitting on that letter for a while anyway. Your results for a smear don't take that long and this letter must've been sent at the middle of March latest based on the date of the smear on the letter being the 28th of feb.
I genuinely think she thought to herself if attempting suicide didn't work on Louise maybe implying I might have cancer will.
Same plus I have an obsession with dying and I’m terrified to go I kno I need to tho coz I want my daughter to see me goin etc so my problems n fears don’t rub off on her but I’m shitting itIv been putting my smear off as well, phoning in Monday because now Iv got the fear . It's not that I don't want it etc I just hate leaving the house
you defo have dreams abt the hoofWHY is my fucked up brain visioning the gynae going in the hoof with bleeping paddles rather than a speculum to do Bush’ smear? Nah, am done. Am away to boil ma heid.
Thankfully I don’t but I swear if I ever did am straight into Carstairs Hospital!you defo have dreams abt the hoof
Please please please dig deep for the strength to go and have your smear test done xIv been putting my smear off as well, phoning in Monday because now Iv got the fear . It's not that I don't want it etc I just hate leaving the house
Thanks. Like I said it's not the smear test but if I can't even leave the house for a loaf of bread it's nearly impossible to phone, book and appointment, talk to the receptionist, sit in a room full of people to wait, speak to a nurse. Small talk I don't even want to engage in. It's actually traumatising for me to do basic tasks. I'm a very different person on here than I am in person. I'm practically mute. But I'll try call on Monday.Please please please dig deep for the strength to go and have your smear test done x
Hmmmm, I kno by a mile it’s not thr problem or responsibility to stay sober for her but she will never ever be able to not drink if her company r doin it. It’s her own problem tho she shud take her arse home with her son and put everything into him, put all ur efforts into him. Tht wee boy would actually babysit her and never leave her side if she asked him to which shudnt b put on him but I mean like if she took a wk off tht app and gave 100% to being a mother a guarantee she would feel so much better n no giv tht Louise a second thot.Primm n Stacey are on it drinking soops wonder how that’s going to work if bush is going back to there’s to stay tonight
Steph was chatting in a Live that Louise was in during one of the breakups with Rosie.What was the beef wiv stephyoker she used to b in abt all tht ned crew n a mind she had a bit of bother n then a didn’t see her for ages but a noticed her tonight but she’s never with tht lot anymore.